I want to save you but I can't. You have to save yourself. You are too far in denial to even reach. I want more for than this. I want a better life for you. But me wanting these things for you doesn't change anything. You have to want it. You have to want more. You have to do it. I wish it was as simple as me doing it for you but it's not. I think you need to crash and burn for you to see what you've done.

I'm begging you to do it. It kills me inside that this is what you choose. Everything happens for a reason. Open your eyes and see what is around you.

Save.Yourself.